I think I am a bit obsessive. ASD people just can’t let things go sometimes.
This particular Special Report, Rage, Rage Against the Machine, is a continuation of the previous two reports. I finished it once— at just over 3000 words.
Then I left it and came back. And rewrote and rewrote and rewrote. So now after about a zillion revisions, it is twice the length of previous special reports at over 7000 words.
When I wrote commercially, it was easy because I didn’t care that much. And time was then $$$. Now, it matters. Matters a LOT! I want to DO something that means something. Lost most of the $$$—but meaning is forever.
Two in one
This special report is really TWO special reports in one — driven by events that we are all concerned about — the rise of new civilizational models in the “Heartland”, and the decline of the Euro-America model, if not its disintegration—and the possibility of war.
In writing this, I referenced Dabrowski’s theory of Positive Disintegration, where response to apparently insurmountable challenge depends on disintegration, then creative development .
This applies to people, but also to culture.
In those terms, China could not be what it is today but for being almost destroyed by the Cultural Revolution. Russia could not be what it is now but for the disintegration of the USSR.
Pathocracy
Another influence was Lobacewski’s theories of “pathocracy” .
Never before did I realize that mental illness could have the aspect of power, power. Think of it: perhaps the more insane a man is, the more powerful he could become. Hitler an example. Fair makes the old brain reel, doesn't it?
― Ken Kesey, One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest
If you think the West is mad —it is because it is.
And yes I read the novel again.
Wolin: “inverted totalitarianism”
But there is a qualifying point that comes from Sheldon Wolin, who has left us many interesting essays and works.
Mussolini, Stalin, and Hitler did not just invent their personae; they literally built the organizations of their respective dictatorships. Each system was inseparable from its Führer, or Duce. Inverted totalitarianism follows an entirely different course: the leader is not the architect of the system but its product.
― Sheldon S. Wolin, Democracy Incorporated: Managed Democracy and the Specter of Inverted Totalitarianism - New Edition
Wolin was pessimistic about the US.
Any prospect of revitalizing democracy in American should not assume that we can start afresh…It is not morning in America. Sheldon Wolin. Democracy Incorporated.
The challenge for me was to take these ideas and make them understandable and relevant, adding context in terms of recent events .
So I rewrote and fixed things again today.
It’s late and I am exhausted. I will look again at the last couple of paragraphs and convert it to epub and pdf to morrow to zip with the docx file.
I have assembled the mailing list. Tried to reply to all messages! Thank you all who wrote to me, offering encouragement. You make an old guy feel useful !
Is this Special Report good? Dunno. But I have to try to make each special report…umm…”special”.
Mind you, my old friend, the Zen Priest said, “Enlightenment comes whether you try or not. It is really very ordinary”.
Current Events
Lots happening in current events. Yes, I have seen the news about the “leaks” of Israeli war plans, including Larry Johnson’s article. Hint: the “leaks” may not be what they seem!
Also: the BRICS Summit may not be exciting— but its effects will be dramatic in the long term.
What I wake up to….
It is getting colder here in Tokyo so Ichi likes to sleep in armpit. Likes the smell I guess. LOL.
I stopped reading halfway through your article, Julian, to go off and research Dabrowski's Positive Disintegration. - Such a timely and helpful gift that you have dropped into my lap, that I had to comment to say thank you, before continuing with your article.
I'm afraid I'm not a coffee buyer (as I have neither money, nor bank account - by choice) but I do read your regular articles and always appreciate them - and you personally. And your cats too, of course!
Thank you for your obsessive writing, for pointing me to a very interesting theory of personality development, and for the regular updates regarding your feline friends.
Sending warm greetings from sunny Portugal. 🙏🪷💚 (Now back to reading your article...)
Obsessive...
Sounds familiar to me.
When i'm in a routine, i hate stopping. But i can stop. It generates a feeling of being torn in two and having to leave behind half of me.
But i can stop. There are 2 types of Obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) the one that is part of Autism and the one that appears to occur outside of it. The last one is when someone cannot stop (like banging his head to the wall).
Another form is mentioned for 'Stimming' (self-stimulating behaviour), i feel the impuls to do that, but i can abort it, so that is doesn't show, at least not too obvious. Flapping your hands, rhythmic movement of your body like on a rocking chair and other repeating movements. I was told: 'Don't be so childish.' I was a 'big boy', so i suppressed or hid my impulsive movements. Again i could stop it.
But when you look sharp, you can see micro movement. (like Alexander, when he is a bit more emotional as normal...) Being Autistic you notice more details than just the "important ones".
My Hypothesis is, that because of over-connectivity (with Neurons and Dendrites) between the older (Mammal) Brain and the Frontal Neocortex (Language, Social communication and 'concepts' like Will, Ego, Time, Authority and group-thinking) by Autistics (The Autistic Brain), the frontal cortex is very often over stimulated (Overloaded) this stimming creates some rest, because it is sensorimotoric and does not need the Frontal Lobe.
When i am in Hyperfocus (or in Flow) i am NEVER overstimulated, because the Frontal Lobes are shut off. So then i do not feel the impuls to Stim.
Just saying...
Sander.